A time as this....

It hit me today, that our life is about to forever change. God has been preparing my husband & I for a time as this. I knew that it was coming, yet it seemed unrealistic & untouchable. It's so surreal, the feelings I have right now. My heart is filled with a peace that surpasses all understanding, I am ready & equipped for battle.

I am so amazed & in awe with my Father. You have chosen me! Oh how you love me Lord, it's undecribable. With all that you know about me daddy & yet you love me so. All that you have brought me from. My heart is yours forever more. Thank you for trusting us with this.

Children of the Lord, don't allow the devil to tell you lies. You can have peace in your life. You can be free from all darkness. Be servants unto the Lord. You take care of His business, He'll take care of yours. For I was once lost but now I am forever found. My mission will always be to help & lead those lost, back home to their Father.

I love Jesus, I love my husband, I love my family & I love you~

This life He gave me.

As we wake in the morning, feeling good or bad, we are alive. Doesn't matter what happened yesterday, last week, last month. What matters is that God, our father has given you another day to share life with your family & friends. Another smile at your daughter who says, "mom you want me to open these blinds so you can wake up"? I smiled at her cause I was feeling tired & upset she woke me. God quickly reminded me, "your alive", "you get to spend another day with this precious child". So I smiled to let her know I love her. This precious child seen right through me; then offered to pray for me. To help me not be tired & crumpy today. She prayed a blessing, some strength, and peace over my day. How wonderful for the Lord to give me a child of prayer. Only for me to be able to help my other daughter to get her morning started; for she was tired too. :D Then, you get a call from your spouse from work, making sure you started your morning on time. Making sure you know he loves you. My step-son who smiles with a great big good morning. Then you get to hear some praise & worship to help start your morning just giving thanks that you have breathe & are able to thank him with it. This is just this morning. I can proclaim my afternnon as blessed as well. For God has given us life, lets smile about it more.

As I look back & yes see a lot of hurtful memories, bad choices, & very bad times, I can still see HIM. How much He brought me through, how much He loved me even when. How much He has turned my life around. My life is nothing without Him.


He continues to give me new meaning to life.....